That's because you're the kind of person that gets to know people and attaches easily. [Bluntly. It's obvious just from watching them and especially after watching yesterday.] Even if you don't always understand why...but even so, "good" is sort of one of those things that can change. What one person thinks is good might not be so good for someone else.
It's confusing sometimes. [...] She seemed to like you a lot though.
Is it? [They clearly don't agree.] I never thought loyalty was a bad trait.
[...] That girl who's here, right? Xion. [They heard some of the things Xion said during the trial, so they're guessing a little.] Even if it was just that she was lonely it still probably meant a lot to her.
[ you ever get accused of loyalty and kinda squint math lady gif at yourself before going "i GUESS?"
that's what Lea is doing ]
... Well, sure, but you made it sound like I was...
[ easy? He's flustered now and that's Bad, but luckily for him Sol talks about Xion so he can immediately turn a look at him. It's unimpressed, for a second, before he shrugs. ]
... Xion, yeah. Not just her, though. [ he doesn't extrapolate on that, quiet. bringing up Mary hurts, because axel isn't convinced he helped more than messed up, still. ]
[There's no correction. They didn't stutter, thanks. But the look only gets a lull of silence because, like, stop that? They also...immediately interpret that the wrong way.]
I already said I was sorry to her. I didn't mean to make her mad. [Moving from talks about one small child to another, then, because even Sol isn't so callous to keep pressing on a subject that's still fresh hurt.]
[They settle for a discontent sort of noise, tilting their head back to look at the sky. The hood somehow stays on.]
I'll try to talk to her later, I guess. [...they pause again, thinking of what to say. Why is it so hard to think of conversation sometimes? There's a bit of silence as they look down again, staring at the paper airplane.]
Why an airplane this time? [There was reasoning (sort of) behind the stick, so they're curious.]
I don't know if we can send things back to you. [Now that they think about it. When I went to tell Lili about what she could do I showed up at her house, but that was different.
For now. [Things Sol isn't saying: they haven't actually tried.] I don't think we're really supposed to be hanging out here without some kind of purpose.
Something like that. [They swing their feet idly, and yeah, they're not quite touching the ground because that's sort of funny.] Maybe not a mission, but...I dunno.
I don't know if a lot of people would really be okay with us just showing up unannounced in the first place.
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Can't say I thought about it that far. I just... wanted to find out what'd happen to her first, and then ...
[ AND THEN EVERYONE WENT STRAIGHT TO STABBING so he kind of, wasn't thinking that much anymore. ]
I've never been any good at picking "the greater good" over one life, I guess.
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It's confusing sometimes. [...] She seemed to like you a lot though.
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"Attaches easily"...? That's kinda rude-- [ he pauses, awkward and unnatural for a second ] Sol.
[ he waves it off himself, though, as if eager to go on ]
... She reminded me of a friend, so yeah, of course I liked her from the get go. But I didn't do anything special. I think she was just... lonely.
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Is it? [They clearly don't agree.] I never thought loyalty was a bad trait.
[...] That girl who's here, right? Xion. [They heard some of the things Xion said during the trial, so they're guessing a little.] Even if it was just that she was lonely it still probably meant a lot to her.
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that's what Lea is doing ]
... Well, sure, but you made it sound like I was...
[ easy? He's flustered now and that's Bad, but luckily for him Sol talks about Xion so he can immediately turn a look at him. It's unimpressed, for a second, before he shrugs. ]
... Xion, yeah. Not just her, though. [ he doesn't extrapolate on that, quiet. bringing up Mary hurts, because axel isn't convinced he helped more than messed up, still. ]
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I already said I was sorry to her. I didn't mean to make her mad. [Moving from talks about one small child to another, then, because even Sol isn't so callous to keep pressing on a subject that's still fresh hurt.]
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Don't worry about that. She'll get over it. You just... pushed the wrong button.
[ he can't help sounding amused as he says it ]
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I'll try to talk to her later, I guess. [...they pause again, thinking of what to say. Why is it so hard to think of conversation sometimes? There's a bit of silence as they look down again, staring at the paper airplane.]
Why an airplane this time? [There was reasoning (sort of) behind the stick, so they're curious.]
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I couldn't figure out if the ice cream would melt before getting to you.
[ there is no logic there ]
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There's not a lot of time that passes between when the boats reach us and when we get here. It might've been okay.
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Yeah, sure. But don't blame me if you don't like it.
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For now. [Things Sol isn't saying: they haven't actually tried.] I don't think we're really supposed to be hanging out here without some kind of purpose.
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I don't know if a lot of people would really be okay with us just showing up unannounced in the first place.
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