audience - axelea

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[cyclists]

[A shrug. ] Of the three of you, I mean. Shess only spoke to me to see if I had answers to a question he had, and then to grant him a favor. I had to give him a task to do so and he only did it because someone else suggested it. Emma...I see her weekly for her role but even then it's usually Lune. Otherwise it's questions to get information I can't even clarify for her, or favors. Everyone sort of defaults to Lune which is okay. It's not like I don't get why.

[But it is a little frustrating to sit around and wait for people only to be asked for favors or answers he can't always guarantee.] ...but I have you guys. Minato's nice. Nana's going to teach me to bake. And Shirasu was nice to have around before everything happened.

[This may not be how it really is but from his perspective most people come to him once to actually talk to him and then it's about favors or questions he can't answer] It's just the way things are right now.

[leaberator]

[ he listens to Roxas talk quietly, the frown on his face deepening. he gets why it's happening, but... he doesn't have to like it.

he stays quiet for a bit, mulling it over ]

Just 'cause that's the way they are, that doesn't make it right. I can't guarantee you anything with Shees, but I can at least talk to Emma about it.

[cyclists]

[On the one hand, yeah, it'd be kind of nice to actually know who he's working with. On the other, he knows that's idealistic and he sort of feels weird asking Axel to fix things. So…he frowns right back.]

I dunno. Maybe it doesn't really matter that much. Even Valvatorez eventually started coming back just to get tasks to earn favors. But that's what I'm supposed to do to help everyone here.

[…] As long as the universe gives me what it promised when I said yes, I don't care. [Or, rather, he cares a lot and he's just going to ignore it, and also ignore the fact that Axel probably knows he's just ignoring it.]

She listens to you a lot lately. [Emma, he means.] At least that was the impression I got.

[leaberator]

[ haha. wow. he's definitely doing that now, looking at roxas dubiously when he says he doesn't care. he won't call him out on it, but that doesn't mean he has to listen when roxas tells him it's fine. still, there's a pause once he mentions emma. he'd meant to tell him, so... ]

Yeah. I... We kinda started dating, so... That's part of it. [ let's immediately BRUSH PAST THAT ] All the more reason why she shouldn't be rude to my best friend, accidental or not.

[cyclists]

[...no, GO BACK. Now he just looks a little bewildered.]

You guys are dating now? Since when? [Hewwo??]

[leaberator]

... Friday? [ he wants to die? he wants to die. never mind he's staying single forever it's better than talking about this. ]

[cyclists]

...[It...gets a little laugh, at least.]

Seriously? Man...I guess it's not that surprising.

[leaberator]

[ he's ... so... embarrassed, and the laugh doesn't help ]

Felt surprising enough to me. [ that. comment aside. ] You okay with it?

[cyclists]

She told me about you already, remember? It's not that surprising to me.

[Scarred him for life, maybe, but not surprising. The question's another hard one and he seems to be trying to draw up an answer.] ...she makes you happy and everything, doesn't she? Does Xion know yet?

[leaberator]

... Yeah. She does.

[ it's a happy that's lined with anxiety, but that's not exactly new. ]

Not yet, but I'm gonna tell her today. I just wanted to give her a little time after... everything.

[ today has already been ... A Lot ]

[cyclists]

That's good. [He doesn't clarify which part but probably both. Still, it's a new concept he's not sure what to think about it. It's not bad, really, but...]

You'll still spend time with us without her, right? [A stupid question, but the moments with his best friends are kind of one of the only things keeping him sane. ]

[leaberator]

[ his heart lurches, a bit, at the question, but he doesn't let it show. ]

Of course. C'mon, who d'you think you're talking to? You guys are my best friends. I wouldn't ditch you for anything.

[cyclists]

[He. Immediately brightens again. This dumb bitch…but he seems less put out.]

Just making sure. [But oh.] I didn't tell Emma that part yet. [It's debatable if he ever actually planned to explain who Axel is to him, but he should probably mention that now that it's official.]

[leaberator]

... Yeaaaah, neither have I.

[ ha ha. ha. ]

[cyclists]

[...good job everyone.]

Does she at least know about Xion?

[leaberator]

Of course she knows about Xion, Xion's not the one who's got a secret identity right now.

[cyclists]

...good point. [Duh. But hm.]

Do you want me to tell her? Should we tell her...? [Is it going to make a difference, he means.]

[leaberator]

... It's up to you. I'm not gonna tell her if you still don't think anyone should know. But that's the only reason I haven't.

[ in case roxas starts thinking he's trying to hide him on purpose for a dumb reason or something ]

[cyclists]

She knows my name and what I look like, and she knows I've known you for a long time. I didn't go into details because when she asked about the Organization I didn't think it was necessary for her to know at the time, and she hasn't asked about anything since.

[So no, it has nothing to do with hiding and literally just:] I wasn't sure what you'd told her, if anything, about any of us either.

[leaberator]

... Well, she hasn't asked me about any of that.

[ so obviously axel hasn't told her jackshit because that is how he is ]

[cyclists]

Is that because of timing, or you haven't even given her a hint there's anything to ask about? [He's not stupid? He knows how Axel is.]

[leaberator]

It's real hurtful when you immediately go to doubting me.

[ it's not like. entirely wrong, but? ]

She knows some stuff.

[cyclists]

[A raised eyebrow. It's not doubt if it's true, binch.]

What's "some stuff" so I don't tell her what you haven't already?

[leaberator]

[ :T :T :T :T ]

... She sorta knows about the Nobody thing? And... when I helped out Sora, I guess. She was curious about... [ he gestures vaguely at his torso. [joker voice] wanna know how i got these scars ]

[cyclists]

...oh. All of that. [Hm. Bad.] I told her I worked with some complicated people and that was about it.