wagashis: (road work ahead?)

[personal profile] wagashis 2019-07-30 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
You've been in a different position from the start, you know. I'm not sure that question works as well right now.

[it makes it harder to really answer-- and besides that, he's not inclined to give one before he tries to get one.]
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[personal profile] wagashis 2019-07-30 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
To protect yourselves or not, I suppose. Or to allow them to try to do it-- there should be at least one way, shouldn't there? Just not for both of you.

[assuming shess didn't go and trigger that protection after what he did saturday, and assuming it's not too late now anyway, but... still.]

Or to take matters into your own hands, if you're that sort.
unsaid: (m32)

[personal profile] unsaid 2019-07-30 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
Hmm... I do not know how I feel about the concept of rushing to my own end - I am rather sure I would rather swiftly be scolded for such a thing. Normally that would not stop me...

But there is something important I must oversee for as long as I can regardless.
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[personal profile] wagashis 2019-07-30 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
As long as you're around, then, whatever else might be happening-

[a pause, there, as he folds his arms and seems to gather himself a moment before speaking. when he does, it's with the faintly distasteful air not of someone who dislikes what they're saying, but rather maybe to who they have to say it, or maybe just why they have to.]

... don't let them do anything to him. Not unless it truly becomes necessary.

[he shouldn't have to go through being corrupted, but neither should anything happen prematurely.]
unsaid: (m43)

[personal profile] unsaid 2019-07-30 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . .

okay that

makes him laugh]


Yes, that is what I was referring to.

[THAT'S THE SOMETHING IMPORTANT]
wagashis: (oh my god she's fuckin dead)

[personal profile] wagashis 2019-07-30 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
I'd hoped so, but this, at least, seems like a time to be clear on certain topics.

[ugh don't laugh at him having uno feeling about the kid is BAD ENOUGH]
unsaid: (m32)

[personal profile] unsaid 2019-07-30 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[no it's funny]

I am as clear as I ever am.

[THAT'S NOT HELPFUL]

But I am glad that you have opened your heart to him, however small an opportunity it may have been. It must be troubling for you.
wagashis: (fuck your chicken strips)

[personal profile] wagashis 2019-07-30 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
...it wasn't what I intended.

[can he not be called out for five minutes, thanks

but honestly, maybe not intending any of it is why it happened.]
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[personal profile] unsaid 2019-08-01 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
Does anyone ever truly intend for affection?

Or does its potency not dwell in the fact that it is entirely unexpected?
Edited 2019-08-01 03:36 (UTC)
wagashis: (come get y'all juice)

[personal profile] wagashis 2019-08-01 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
It could certainly stand to be a little more predictable, troublesome as it often is.
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[personal profile] unsaid 2019-08-01 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
So you might have a greater chance of avoiding it?
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[personal profile] wagashis 2019-08-01 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
That was the original plan, yes.

[and then, well. things happened.]
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[personal profile] unsaid 2019-08-01 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
You are certainly against allowing yourself happiness...
wagashis: (fuck your chicken strips)

[personal profile] wagashis 2019-08-01 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm against allowing myself distractions, in situations such as this one.
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[personal profile] unsaid 2019-08-01 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Does your goal not involve happiness?
wagashis: (hi thanks for checking in)

[personal profile] wagashis 2019-08-01 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I suppose it does, in some ways.

[it's complicated. for his people, definitely-- but he's unlikely to have that same warmth in his own life.]
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[personal profile] unsaid 2019-08-02 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
But not all...?
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[personal profile] wagashis 2019-08-02 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
It involves the happiness of my people more than my own-- though of course, I'll be satisfied if my desires do come to pass.