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Subdivided Mods ([personal profile] cyclists) wrote2019-06-13 11:31 am
forefall: (a funereal urn awaiting a few tears)

[personal profile] forefall 2019-06-30 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ She has committed greater atrocities in her time, too, but she doesn't personally view them as atrocities.

Four looks away from him, as she figures out how to answer him. ]


Would you believe me if I said I felt that it was the right thing to do?
forefall: (that you are a semblance)

[personal profile] forefall 2019-06-30 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
No.

[ But almost everything she says is a lie in some way, shape, or form. ]

... He can't help what he does when he's corrupted.

[ That answers nothing, but that's the answer she gives. ]
forefall: (do you come from heaven)

[personal profile] forefall 2019-07-03 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
He's gone.

[ That is a fact, and it's not a fact Four regrets. ]

Dear—? I'm... [ She takes a step away from him. Is that answer enough? ] Afraid isn't the right word.
forefall: (wise men do not have beautiful ones)

[personal profile] forefall 2019-07-03 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ Four lifts a hand, as if to take his, but she doesn't bridge the distance. ]

No matter what? No matter what I do, no matter how I feel, would you promise to stay with me?

[ Her tone isn't hopeful, but it is wondering. Her expression is placid, almost scarily so. ]

You won't turn around and call for my death?
forefall: (you contain in your eyes)

[personal profile] forefall 2019-07-03 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ Four wants happiness. She aches for it, but even she doesn't know what could grant her it, if anything could. She has ideas in her head, dreams of a past that was happy, dreams of a past that she doesn't know is fake and implanted. It's a dream that can never be realized.

Her heart is full of holes, dark and gaping and twisted.

She doesn't believe him. A part of her wants to—the part of her that yearns for love and affection—but what do his hopes and wishes do for her? What have her own hopes and wishes done for her? Nothing. Nothing nothing NOTHING.

What she did was right, wasn't it? It was fine, wasn't it? It is fine. It isn't fine. Everyone else is still alive, and her life is still in danger. She's always in danger.

She smiles, something fragile and brittle, and she takes his hand. Still, it would be nice to pretend, after she murdered and got away with it. Lune says he'd stay with her and he wants her happiness.... ]


My happiness might not align with others.

[ Will she be happy once everyone is dead? ]