audience: naminé

[cyclists]

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[whitewalls]

... I don't know.

[ ... ]

I know she wasn't really the best person. A lot of people told me to be careful around her and that she was probably going to back-stab me. But she's... really just someone is lonely, but never got to have anyone to help her before this. It's so easy to get lost in darkness like that.

[cyclists]

...speaking from experience? [Hm. Who does he know that's lonely and never got many people to help her?] She was kind of scary and a little crazy, but I can see that. Even she managed to make a few friends here.

You think that's what happened? She got lost.

[whitewalls]

... I think that all of the people who might have helped her along a better path died.

What she did was still terrible, I just... wish we weren't in this situation.

[cyclists]

[wHY DID I EMBED PRETEND THATS NOT THERE.]

I think some of us were hoping even with that, she'd absorb the lessons. What she did, and her reasons for doing it, aren't great. But at the same time...I don't know. I can't help but wonder if this is just helping along what the universe wants us to do, or if it's still really wrong.

That's crazy, isn't it?

[whitewalls]

[ you thought i was milla ]

... mm. If we really do need to kill everyone off, she technically was helping, in a way...

[cyclists]

[No!!!!]

In a way. But does that make it right? And it doesn't excuse how people are killing people...[He's maybe mad about other things it's. Fine.]

[whitewalls]

It doesn't make it right...

[ ... ]

Even with Julius, that was so...

[cyclists]

Yeah. I get why it had to be done, and I can't say I wouldn't have gone after him if I were in the same situation, but that doesn't mean I can't be disappointed...is that wrong?

[whitewalls]

... no.

I think we're going to keep being disappointed until this is over.

[cyclists]

So...how do we stop that? [Being disappointed.]

...sorry. I shouldn't be asking you stuff like that. This is bad enough, isn't it?

[whitewalls]

[ she shakes her head ]

You probably have to deal with questions like that a lot.

[cyclists]

[A shrug.] People ask questions, and people tell me things, but I never know what to say.

[He breaks a cookie in half.] I'm starting to think I really wasn't the right person for this job. And all I can do is help Lune, no matter what he thinks.

[whitewalls]

... you did all of that on your own today.

[ for

some reason?? lune just wanted to sneep ]

[cyclists]

And a lot of people in the room knew who was guilty and didn't say anything while Akane confessed. [Just a thought.] ...but I hope it helped make things better, knowing that they were still somewhat successful.

[whitewalls]

Mm. I was one of them.

I threw one friend under the bu to help the other.

[cyclists]

...it's hard to know what the right thing is, especially when it's people you like. I don't know how many knew, but it was more than I thought.

[whitewalls]

... I know at least four, including myself.

[cyclists]

[...sigh.]

I'm not gonna tell, obviously. But people are eventually going to find out. What then?

[whitewalls]

... then they'll have to deal with it, I suppose.

[ however dealing with it is. ]

[cyclists]

[...yeah he just groans and falls back on the sand, Wednesday jumping into his lap.] How are you always so calm about everything?

[whitewalls]

[ for some reason that gets her to pause ]

Am I calm?

[cyclists]

Maybe calm isn't the right word, but...you always just kind of take everything. It's both impressive and worrying. [He never knows if she's actually fine.]

...either that, or you're distracted by thoughts of someone. [By Shess. :|]

[whitewalls]

[ ......

SHYLY LOOKS AWAY..... ]

[cyclists]

[sIGH.]

Did you have to volunteer?

[whitewalls]

I knew that I wouldn't have done something weird.

[ like what milla did to kara ]