globs: (as we were dancing in the blue)

[personal profile] globs 2019-07-18 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ that makes their hackles rise a little. ]

Is the kindness of one or two people enough to make up for watching so many others die? Including one of the kind ones? Including one that was partially because of me? Maybe for you. Don't act like I'm "ungrateful" when there's so much more misery than anything else.
globs: (in the waves ive lost every trace of you)

[personal profile] globs 2019-07-18 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
If trying to persist and hold onto the things I care for means others will get killed, then I'd rather disappear.

[ that's how they've always been. ]

... I don't want to hurt others. But I can't be sure that I won't. Every moment here is another moment that "Corruption" could take me, anyway...