unsaid: (m11)

[personal profile] unsaid 2019-07-31 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
... no, I do not think that anything would be able to so easily steal away those feelings. It is the burden of living, and being able to make one's own choices.

[ . . . ]

Even if lives cannot always be protected - that does not mean that their time spent living was a waste.

Or that it was not enriched by having you with them.
foodbin: (pic#13146333)

[personal profile] foodbin 2019-07-31 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not... trying to say that any of them living was a waste. But I am trying to say it shouldn't have been this way.

[She blinks several times, hesitating.]

I thought - this would all be different, if I tried hard enough. But it wasn't.
unsaid: (m19)

[personal profile] unsaid 2019-08-01 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . there is a hand that will reach out to rest at the top of her head, gentle and grounding]

... such a thing was not your responsibility, Emma.

It does not change that you have made things different, simply from being here. You have saved others by taking action, and learning what you have.