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...That he forgot her after she died.

[There's a nod.]

...he never learned how she died because I never told him. I didn't know it at the time, but...when she went away, because of how she was created, there wasn't anything of her left to remember.

[...] Xion and I are special, because we both come from Sora. But she was made to be a copy...in case I didn't work out, I guess. She made her choice to go back to Sora, but the darkness that surrounded her made us fight. She told me she was out of time, and that she was going to make me a part of her, too. Sora wouldn't be complete without either of us, but a copy of Sora wouldn't be complete without me. I think...she knew. She was strong, and we trained together so much, but...she wasn't herself.

I had to stop her. And when she went away, everything we knew about her went away, too. But we both knew something was missing...and I had a promise to keep. [Surprise, local NPC helps best friend with assisted suicide.]

...Do you think she regretted it? Or - was it just something she had to do?

We both had a choice, but in the way where it wasn't so much a choice as it was the right thing to do. But I don't think she regretted it. I think she knew it had to be done, even if I didn't understand why and wouldn't for a long time.

...And you think it's the same as this, in a way? Where it's - the right thing to do?

I think, in a way, even if the darkness exists if the time comes that you may hurt someone, you'll have enough clarity and control of yourself to be help them understand. And it'll be the right thing to do, if it comes to that.

[There's a slight huff.] Xion doesn't know any of that yet either. [He's figured that out.] But...back home, she was recreated with a body of her own. She gets to live with us now and we get to hang out every day. So, even after all of the bad, the good came and we were able to bring everyone back.

[So yeah, it's pretty similar.] It's scary, and it's hard, but the right thing usually is.

...Has anyone corrupted really had clarity or control of themselves? Unless you mean doing something to stop it before Thursday night comes around.

[A small sigh.]

I never said complete clarity or complete control. But after the fact, there have been moments it's happened.

...But after the fact, they would already be dead.

...do you think anyone would have known Julius was corrupted if you hadn't checked on him?

...No, I don't think we would have known for sure. We already didn't know before he killed someone.

[...]

If I checked myself, I wouldn't find anything, right? Since it only takes effect on Thursday.

Like I said. Clarity. [Even after the kill, he was alive for several days after and no one might have known.]

Unfortunately not. [Thought speaking of...] You caught the outstanding corrupted, and you know who the last two mystery killers are. [Herself and North...] Waht are you going to do tomorrow?

...Something that I really don't want to, probably.

[Good times.]

But - like you said. The right thing.

...you'll be fine whatever you choose. Trust me on that.

...Right. I’m not really expecting them not to bring me back, or anything.

Exactly. Even if it's not easy to accept, or a way you want to go...you're better off than some. [Hisoka.]

...Do you think this is the safest option, then?

I can't answer that for you. [Regretfully.] But...I think it's healthy to be vigilant, but don't do things on impulse. Have a plan, but only execute it as necessary.

...I can't really see how this is an 'as necessary' situation. Is there a way to know whether it'll be necessary before it's too late?

[Shrug.] I still can't answer that for you.

Does that mean you'll be able to answer it soon...?

I don't know, Emma. I'm sorry. [It's possible he's also not even sure what she wants to hear.]

...Right.

[She sighs.]

I'll talk to someone about it, I guess.

I hope it helps.

...I think that was everything, unless you feel like there's anything else you should tell me.

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